4 Years Ago...
I was working at a group home for teenage girl drug & alcohol addicts
I was single
I was lonely
I was confident that God had someone for me
I was dreaming about having a baby one day
I was repeatedly telling my sister-in-law that no, there was no chance I was going to consider dating DP because he was DP and I was out of his league and hell could freeze over a hundred times and I still wouldn't and are you kidding me???
3 Years Ago...
I was still working at a group home for teenage girl drug & alcohol addicts
I was still single
I was still lonely
I was still confident that God had someone for me
I was praying for the husband God had for me
I was still dreaming about one day becoming a mother
I was falling madly in love with a friend, someone I'd always foolishly thought I was too good for... Yes, DP.
2 Years Ago...
I was working at the school with the group home agency for teenage drug & alcohol addicts
I was a 2-week old newlywed
I was trying for a baby with DP
I was working on trusting DP and believing that he is on my side
1 Year Ago...
I wasn't working anymore
I was a 1-year old newlywed
I was 8-months pregnant
I was working on being able to admit when I'm wrong and apologizing
Now...
I have been married for 2-years to DP and everyday his humility, his meekness, and his pure heart confirm the fact that he is way out of my league
I am working as a stay at home mom to a 10-month old baby girl
I am having a much harder time being a mother than I ever would have thought
I am constantly doubting my decisions as a mother
I am without a doubt thankful that I can stay at home to raise and rear my baby girl
I am still working on apologizing when I'm wrong
I am working on anger issues
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