Re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-redux

I have a hard time falling asleep. So I thought, well maybe there's just too much zippin around in my head. I'm hoping that if I unload them regularly, perhaps I can then sleep peacefully? Here's hoping. Hoping that I won't fall off the writing wagon as I'm so oft to do. Hoping that writing will lay to rest all these busy thoughts. Hoping that God will speak to me as I draw out these tangled messes from my harried brain.

So here I am.

I have about 43u2897892534432 other blogs. Yes, the number is so great that even a letter fell in there. Yes, I'm one of those jerks with long abandoned urls, with the dozen someones - perhaps you - who are more deserving of it. 

In restarting a blog, I considered continuing on from my past blogs. However, as I read through posts with titles such as "favorite swear words" and "my heart is so dumb," I decided I needed a new beginning. Yes to remembering the heinous life that God rescued me from and being thankful for how His radical love has changed me. But no to letting those dark memories catch me by the ankles and letting myself get pushed around and discouraged by my past sins.

So here we go.